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31 August 2010 @ 09:59 am
Black dog days  
Mmmph. Wham. God it's been a while since I felt like this. Depression just came back with a thud this morning. I guess it was bound to happen at some point--I've been on a month-long high. When I think back on August I can't quite comprehend that all that happened this month.

I think a preventative day off work is called for. (Minus a couple of admin tasks--phonecalls, mail, etc, maybe. *has an inability to not do any work at all*)

Still in the process of formulating more thinky posts on Vividcon/vidding/community and maybe of finally getting to feedback VVC vids and spend some more time with them.

In the meantime, am I hallucinating or did I see something on my friendslist about a ficathon (or some kind of thon?) about girls saving guys? Can someone point me in that direction. I need some of that.
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Be cool, Gail. Be cool.: [sv] loisamathela on August 30th, 2010 08:12 pm (UTC)
K, Bop or Boppy--take your pick!: Lois red umbrellabop_radar on August 30th, 2010 08:18 pm (UTC)
THANK YOU SO MUCH OMG! BEST FICATHON IDEA EVER.

Oh god it makes me want to be a writer so badly just so I could write it. *camps out at comm*
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laurashapiro on August 31st, 2010 12:16 am (UTC)
::hugs:: Hope it passes quickly.
K, Bop or Boppy--take your pick!bop_radar on August 31st, 2010 02:53 am (UTC)
It seems to be passing nicely if I distract myself. Thank you! :)
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K, Bop or Boppy--take your pick!: Faith smugbop_radar on August 31st, 2010 02:53 am (UTC)
You have the means to make it all better. In a month's time. :p

*iz low, resorts to emotional blackmail*
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Elli: merlin > right mixelli on August 31st, 2010 03:18 am (UTC)
*hugz*
K, Bop or Boppy--take your pick!bop_radar on August 31st, 2010 06:17 am (UTC)
Thank you so much! :)
Enderenderwiggin24 on August 31st, 2010 09:04 am (UTC)
*punches and kicks your depression*

maybe you should really go and punch someone XD
its good for stressrelieving, maybe it also works with depression?

my best friends always telling me, violence isn't a solution, if you just talk about it!
K, Bop or Boppy--take your pick!: Kara/Lee boxing challengebop_radar on August 31st, 2010 06:34 pm (UTC)
No, no, I think you are right! Punching helps! *practises some tae kwon-do*
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K, Bop or Boppy--take your pick!: The Fall hopebop_radar on August 31st, 2010 07:36 pm (UTC)
Thank you! I'm 10 years diagnosed, so I'm down with the drill. But the highs of the last month have probably spiked me a leetle over my limit. ;) Still apparently vids and fandom being a happy place again help immensely. I am feeling more cheered already! :)
bofoddity on August 31st, 2010 03:27 pm (UTC)
I'm sorry to hear you're depressed, it's a real soul sucker. I hope the preventative day off helps and that the depression will go away soon.
K, Bop or Boppy--take your pick!bop_radar on August 31st, 2010 07:37 pm (UTC)
Thanks! It seemed to. Hooray! \o/
mahaliemmahaliem on August 31st, 2010 10:54 pm (UTC)
A preventative day off work sounds like a great idea. *hugs*
K, Bop or Boppy--take your pick!bop_radar on September 1st, 2010 12:38 am (UTC)
It proved most restorative, yes. :)
gildinwengildinwen on September 2nd, 2010 03:04 am (UTC)
I had to take some time before coming to comment on this post. We've talked about "black dog" days before, and I don't really know what to say apart from I hope it passes quickly and it's not too bad *hugs*
K, Bop or Boppy--take your pick!bop_radar on September 2nd, 2010 08:21 pm (UTC)
I'm sorry--yes, it's a hard thing. I appreciate your comment. I am really working proactively to stay on top of it this time. Acknowledging it kind of helped. ;)
brokenmnemonicbrokenmnemonic on September 2nd, 2010 03:56 am (UTC)
Black dog days
I'm sorry it's landed on you again :( I hope that you can shift it quickly. Maybe many walks in a park with an adoring dog in the sunshine would help? Are you back iin the swing of things with your dance and skating classes, as those always seem to give you a lift.
K, Bop or Boppy--take your pick!bop_radar on September 2nd, 2010 05:03 am (UTC)
Re: Black dog days
Mostly back into it, yeah. But so unco it's probably not having the same effect it usually does. Actually the sudden increase in the number of hours spent at a desk could VERY well explain the return of the black cloud. SMART YOU ARE.