Oh I can't do this, I can't do this. I can't. No. I just... that did not just happen. *denies* Please, nooooooo! I've been sobbing for half an hour and I can't stop. I shouldn't be posting but I'm all alone here and I ... I was unspoiled and I didn't know, I didn't know. *cries* When I realised the set-up was for death, about a third of the way in, I just lost it. Oh, god!
And I wanted to KILL that frakking 'bonus scene'. Thanks, thanks SO MUCH for showing me a DEAD PERSON when I'm still grieving. *stabs* As for the preview... sorry, no. Sorry, we do not just roll on into the next ep as if nothing happened. FRAK!
I know I'm not the only one freaking out because I saw the cut-tags earlier. But if anyone wants to come and offer a little reassurance of that, it would be very welcome because I think my brain is broken.
Oh, GOD! *cries*
ETA: Ah, interwebs, you are balm to my wounds. Quick stops past the journals of asta77, wisteria_, indigo419 and widget285 and I'm feeling looots better. I may have even giggled! Thank you!
Now I just feel like a huge duffer for being so woobie about it. But this is one of the reasons I like being unspoiled--I get to feel things. Right now, all I'm feeling is a headache and the anticipation of being extremely emotionally hungover and exhausted at work tomorrow... but you take the good with the bad, y'know?! ;-)
Inevitably, I will be back to talk about What All This Means for Lee at some stage... (Oh, LEEEE!!!) When my brain has recovered. *sleeps*